required? i think not

so, i've been wondering recently. When are each of the blog posts due? I always wonder, and i have no clue until everyone is talking about doing the blog post in class. it's not too big of a deal, i just wish i knew when. i know i learned this at the beginning of the year, but i can't remember any of it. : /
now to just talk about myself.
i've been fairly happy as of recently:
i'm actually understanding what's going on in AP Comp Sci, which is practically a first. even though my girlfriend dumped me last week, i'm not really bothered by it anymore, which i must say i am glad about.
but at the same time, i don't like my schedule. at all.
Every Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday, i have wrestling practice after school. it's fun, and it's getting me in shape, but i don't like how late i get home and how tired I always am because of it.
I like it, but it has it's flaws. just like anything in this world.

why am i always behind?

I don't understand why i always forget to write my blog post until it's the day it's due, and even then i only type about one petty paragraph of nothing more than excuses.
     currently learning about strings. it makes alot of sense to me, for some odd reason. i'm actually glad because for the other lessons, i could barely relate what we were learning to something outside of Java. i can't exactly relate to this, but it's concept is more universal than just inside of Java.
ugh, the Calculations lesson was death. i mean, the powerpoints made sense, but the labs were just absurd, in my opinion.
oh well, at least i got 2 of them done.
man! The late start today was GREAT!
but it's only Thursday. oh well

how i'm starting to fail (already)

i forget my homework.
when i go up infront of the class i can barely understand what the writing on the paper even means, and i am the one that wrote it.
im slowly falling, but my perception of time is making it tough to change.
i know i can do better, but it seems as though i am a completely different guy each day.
i dont know what to do...

required?

i just realized that a blog post was required for this week.................
well then, this is sort of late. I also am not sure about the "blog permission form", but i hope i'll figure out by tomorrow. well, i dont really have anything to talk about today, other than my keyboard is sort of F*CKED UP, so im having to use a grimy, old keyboard. oh well...
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